“I hate fighting with Joe and Kevin. But I had no choice. I can't agree with their manger's statment that at least 2 of the Jonas Brothers must be single (or apper single) at a time. That basically means they can't be seen at an public or media indorsed events "with" a Jonas Brother. Crissy and Elisa can apper with me but no kissing in public. No holding hands. No hugging. And they have to sign a confidentality agreement with Hollywood Records. It's so weird! Poor Crissy and Elisa. So as of right now I am offically mad at the Jonas Brothers (well 2/3 of them) (Okay 2/4 including Frankie.) Okay It might not seem like I'm mad at them. It's not like I can just not see them I mean tomarrow we have another concert and then were driving to New York city for 3 concerts, interviews, Morning TV show rounds, and Late Night TV Show Rounds. Oh and get this i'm going to be in MACY'S THANKGIVING DAY PARADE! I'm going to be on the same float as the Jonas Brothers it's going to be amazing. I remeber watching the parade every thanksgiving on ABC. And now I'm actully going to be in it! With the JONAS BROTHERS! Which I am mad at right now because they unwilling hurt people I love. Well it's not really their fault I mean you can't help what your record company does. Oh thats right our record company. Thats right I am offically signed into a 3 year contract with Hollywood records. After the tour and before the "Look me in the Eyes tour" I'm going to record an album witch is going to be called "Gemstone". Isn't that so cute since my name is Jade!? It's going to be amazing the Jonas Brothers are actully singing one song with me. And Nick is also singing an extra song with me that we wrote a couple nights ago. Called "Many Faces" which is sure to be a hit. I mean people don't even have to like me to go buy the album I have the surrport of Jonas Lovers which rocks! Miley check. Miley and Me haven't talked (except onstage and when forced to like: meet and greets, a photoshot, interviews, when we tell the other to pass the (insert random food item), and when were around Nick. Any other time we have never talked since what I have come to call "The Ultimate 7:05 Moment in Nade's Relationship." Which by the way I haven't leaked it to the press yet. I asked Summer about it an she said "You are in no postion to even think about putting Miley down her fan base which you are pooling would not STAND FOR IT!" Okay gezz I won't let it out till I'm above Miley. Okay or away from her wrath like when I'm ontour with the Jonas Brothers in the winter/spring. 2008. I can't belive I'm going to New York City! And then whats amazing is I'm scheldaled to go back like 4 times in the next months. Like Miley, JB, and I are also playing at the ball drop in New York City. I can't belive this it's amazing. "Jade you here?" Nick's voice echos though my mind as I put down the notebook I had been writting in. "Yeah" I call. As I see Nick's figure aprrouch Me in the hotel's little tiny gamming room. "You know" he said. "Your supposed to be with a bodyguard at all times." I look around the room and then look back at him. Since theres no one eles in the room he is oviously joking. " And wheres your Mr. Rockstar?" "Hey!" he exclaimed. "Is Summer in your room?" "No" I said wondering where theis could be going. "Can we go in there then?" "Umm" I say wondering why he would want to go in my vacent hotel room. "Sure" I reply. After we go in and shut the door. We did not get one request for an autograph but it's like 11:00pm on our night off (which is a tuesday) so we didn't really expect to see anyone in the first place. "Okay why did you want to be in here?" I say plopping down on the couch. And turning on my ipod speakers. To which Jonas Brothers came blasting out of. "Hey" he said tottaly irroring my question. "Thats from my unrealsed solo album!" "Um..yeah" I said turing bright pink. "I downloaded it from the internet. You had such a cute voice when you were younger." "And I don't now?" he said teasing me as he sat down next to me. He looks over at me and we kiss. Not like a forced kiss like it needs to happen or like it's scripted and supposed to happen. The kind of kiss where it's a plesent suprise and welcomed. It was just one kiss and when we pulled back up sitting on the couch facing each other I couldn't stop myself from saying what I was thinking. "This is crazy" I said looking him in the eyes. "Why?" he said running his fingers though his hair. "Your singing on the ipod right next to me and your on the other side talking and kissing me. It's unbelivable. You have so many fans that would die just to hear you say ""What's your name?"" And you chose me. Out of all of them. One fan. A huge fan. But a calm fan. Why did you choese me? It's so insane I have no idea what to do when I'm around you. You make me scared and terrified and you make me happy. Like no one has ever made me happy before. I have no idea what to say. I'm so new to all of this and I just have such a hard time comprehending all of this. I keep thinking I'm just going to wake up back in my bed in L.A. and find out I didn't do the essay for Mr. Walker or find myself gazing at your face in one of the Magazines I'm looking at buying. And you know what? If thats true it would break my heart because I love you" by now I'm slightly crying for no reason. The thing is I see tears glisting in Nick's eyes also. "I just I'm so affaird that your going to hurt me and not mean it and not have anything to do with it. Because it's never your fault! You aren't mine your everyone's everyone's in the worlds. All the fans. All the hater. All the stalkers. Your theres. And you can't just be mine not now. But I love you and we make it work. Because for some reason the love you have for me is different and I just....can't...comprhend it." Then he does the best thing he could of done he pulled me over to him and held me tight. "I'm sorry" I say still crying." "I didn't mean to make you or me sad it's not worth it." Then I stop talking because I know he understands me. We are both clutching each other, the music of his past surrounding us as we look forward into the unknown, that togather we are ill prepared for. I only hope that whatever fame, God, and life throws at us, we will stay togather.Oh and NO this is not the last chapter silly people!Tune in tommarow!-Jade Murry”