“"Here I'll call Mitchel" I said tearing my gaze away from my tourbus window and onto Nicks eyes. I picked up my phone and dialed 1 on my speed dial. "Hey girl haven't heard from you in a while!" came Mitchels heart thob voice from my specker phone. I screamed "I GOT THE ROLE OF STELLA IN J.O.N.A.S!"Then much like the Jonas' reaction Mitchel started shouting and screaming "THATS SO GREAT OMG!" Oh Mitchel he can be so unlike a boy sometimes I think it's from being around my half tom boy and half girly self. Oh well. "I know it's so cool I'll call you later kay?" "Kay Luv ya" "You too bye." Then I snap my phone shut and turn to face Nick. He was no longer smilling in fact his face had dropped hard. What did I do oh ya Mitchel. I forgot. Mitchel has always been in really intense competion with the Jobros espically now with his budding music career and heart thob status. That has nothing to do with this however. Me and Mitchel have been friends for years and we have been saying "Luv you" for years it's just second nature it dosn't mean anything like that but how am I supposed to explain this to Nick. Who is just staring at me with a suprised and sad look on his face. Looking like he's holding back tears. "Nick it's just.." I 'm interruppted by a fazzeled Nick. "Oh it's fine I should proably get going anyway." And then he runs away. And I'm alone I try to call after him but he dosn't hear me. Or he just pertends he dosn't hear me. I don't even know anymore. I just have to stand here and watch him run away since theres nothing I can do about it. My worst fear confermend in a different way than what I had, had nightmares about. Great my best day turned into my worst day. As I'm watching Nick run away I am tackled by Elisa and Crissy. "I can't belive you got Stella 1"they scream hugging me! I try to give them a simile and brush off what just happened afterall their going home tonight after creating a love tringle between the three of us and the three of them. A love tringle I am going to half to mantain after they go back to LA. So far I'm not doing the best job of it. It sucks because they all belong togather. Twins Crissy and Elisa and Brothers Nick, Joe , and Kevin. Me I'm just the awackward best friend that would be a tottal third wheel if Nick didn't like me. Or love me. I can't remeber did he say "I love you Jade" I don't know. I have stated "I love you Nick" so many times along with the rest of the world. But does he love me? It dosn't matter now though. I just half to find Nick I need to tell him. Something. Get him back. Find him. Wait maybe Miley knows where he is. It couldn't of been Miley taking the picture but if it was it proabley wasn't of me and Nick maybe it was one of those "A picture taken from my tour bus window" blog post. But where is Miley? ”